You are correct that I have a problem with anxiety. Without getting too personal, I've had a life that has sort of trained me to expect the worst, and it has repeatedly influenced my reactions to situations like this. When things aren't going as I expect them to, I tend to go to the worst possible place in my mind and it causes me considerable emotional upset. You said nothing wrong; this is a problem that I have. People have abandoned me and let me down a lot, which has taught me to expect it, especially when the letdown would be most severe and cause the greatest trouble. Anxiety and faith, I do have problems in those areas.
